Ella Cherry And Jaya Summer Sherman

Please light a candle and read about my beautiful little girls and help keep there memory alive.
I am also trying to raise £1,000 for BLISS the premature baby charity in memory of Ella and Jaya,
please help me reach my target every little really does help, you can do this safe and secure on:
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Two little flowers lent not given, to bud on earth and bloom in heaven


Im going to tell you something
I hope youll never have to know.
ill tell you how a heart can break
And tears can constant flow.
I lost my baby girls you see,
both angels in my eyes
God chose to take there hands one day
And led them to the skies.
But please do not forget my girls
they were a person too
And forever they will live
Inside of me and you.
So, please dont ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring them back again.
Just tell me they are happy
In that land way up above
they are snuggled in an angels wings
All wrapped in Mummy and Daddys love

An angel wrote in the book of life, Ella and Jaya's date of birth she whispered as she closed the
book.... too beautiful for this world.
Both born and died on the 14th October 2007 at the great Western Hospital.
Ella meaning beautiful fairy women was born first at 2.42am and weighed 420g
Jaya meaning victory was born at 2.49am and weighed only 415g.

Two identical twin sisters to each other, daughters to Tia and Liam ,big sisters to charlie-jaylen
born sunday 14th sept 2008, Grandchildren to Sharon and Pete, Jay, Mick and Liz. Ella and Jaya will
now be joinging my 2 sisters in heaven, Donna and Tysanne and auntys angels Ben and Adam


I was told I had gone into early labour and had a cervical stitch put in to help keep them safe
untill the end, but my contractions got worse so was told i had to have it removed otherwise my
cervix would be ripped open and would be fatal. I was told there was nothing they could do and they
cannot survive.
Little did we know that morning God was going to call your names in life i loved you dearly, in
death I love you the same
All I could do is lay waiting knowing there future, they took two days to be born it was a
unbearable wait, i cant explain what it was like still feeling them move knowing they were going to
die, all i want to do is protect my babies i felt so useless.
I know that they did not want to leave me they held on so long to try to stay but they were just to
innocent and small for this world.


They was brought out to me holding hands, they were so beautiful, my first words were there so
beautiful, i cant believe there mine, I was so proud of them both and still am.
They were my daughters, my everything my future, my happiest memories il ever have was being
pregnant with these girls i had so many plans for us they were so loved.
They both had dark hair the cutest button noses and there daddys lips
When i first saw them i was so happy to see them and so proud they were mine they were sleeping
angels, so beautiful. They looked just like me and their Daddy!

When i held Ella her nose started running it was so sweet, i got really upset because they were both
so cold i just wanted to take care of them and keep them safe and warm.

I never got to say hello or even goodbye i miss them so much! They were taken so quickly from this
world!

No other words could describe them other than beautiful, so I had James Blunt-Your beautiful played
at the funeral it was a perfect song for my girls, it was such a nice service, I had Ella and Jaya
put together in their little white coffin, they were sent to heaven together, in all the scans they
were always touching each other, they were best friends from the start and will now be together
forever.
I have two children that I really love so
I am there mother yet nobody knows
I spent all those months feeling them grow
I've lived through it all and have nothing to show
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers
Because I don't have a baby like all of the others
The people I’ve known for so many years
They now avoid me, which adds to my tears
I don't know how long I'll be feeling like this
But one thing I know my baby’s I miss
When Mothers Day comes it will be very hard
I won't have any flowers, not even a card
And just because there not here with me
I still have two daughters I wish I could see
But one thing I know and this is for sure
I'll be Ella and Jaya’s mother for evermore



I have two little daughters, who mean the world to me
there living with the Angels and our as special as can be
And even though there up there, playing in the clouds
Ella and Jaya are still my precious daughters and I am so very proud!
There picture takes pride of place on my wall
Ready to be admired by all who come to call
I know I can not hold them both, or bounce them on my knee
But I only have to close my eyes, there little faces to see
I never will stop missing my baby’s and wishing they were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that they’re both so very near
So play happily my little daughters, you will never be forgot.
I love you both so very much and always will, I miss you a lot .

I dont know what to do without you both your so perfect and beautiful your everything i dreamed you
would be, my heart is broken without you and no matter how hard i try it will never be fixed or
replaced, you are my little girls i love you so much so look after each other and watch down on
mummy and daddy untill we will be together, one sweet day, I wish I could have went with you both
and we could be together, why did they try to save me and not you?,
i have never felt love the way i have for you, i will never be the same whilst im not with you, i
think you took a part of my heart with you, im never going to be the same person again untill i can
see you and mend my broken heart. XXx

i have just been told that i cannot move you into a proper grave like i wanted because you do not
have any remains, so you are no where on this earth so i can never visit you!
i feel like you have been let down by everyone and especially by the great western hospital for all
the distress they caused me by the things they done to me.
i wanted a proper grave for you so i could visit you both as i never got the chance to after i left
hospital as i wasnt told i could so i will always feel guilty for that, now you are totally gone i
will never get the chance to make it up to you now, you both deserve alot better than you have been
treated im sorry.
I promise I will never let anyone forget you, I love you so much Ella and Jaya.
Thank you for showing me what true love is, i love you alll the way up to heaven.

Ella and Jaya I have now named you properly ella-cherry and jaya-summer just as i wanted to when i
was pregnant.
thank you for getting your little brother here safley i have named his middle name after you
(jaylen) hes beautiful i can see you in him too, i love seeing that glimmer of you both,
i will never let anyone forget you were here now i have charlie, you are my special first borns, my
little girlys mummy is so sad you are not herei will always miss you, please look after all the new
babys you meet in heaven untill that one sweet day we will rejoin and i can look after you just like
a mum is supposed to i love you so much

love mummy and charlie