| Location | Swindon |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Not Listed? |
| Date of Birth | 14/10/2007 |
| Date of Death | 14/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,234 since 04/01/2008 |
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Two little flowers lent not given, to bud on earth and bloom in heaven
Im going to tell you something
I hope youll never have to know.
ill tell you how a heart can break
And tears can constant flow.
I lost my baby girls you see,
both angels in my eyes
God chose to take there hands one day
And led them to the skies.
But please do not forget my girls
they were a person too
And forever they will live
Inside of me and you.
So, please dont ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring them back again.
Just tell me they are happy
In that land way up above
they are snuggled in an angels wings
All wrapped in Mummy and Daddys love
An angel wrote in the book of life, Ella and Jaya's date of birth she whispered as she closed the
book.... too beautiful for this world.
Both born and died on the 14th October 2007 at the great Western Hospital.
Ella meaning beautiful fairy women was born first at 2.42am and weighed 420g
Jaya meaning victory was born at 2.49am and weighed only 415g.
Two identical twin sisters to each other, daughters to Tia and Liam ,big sisters to charlie-jaylen
born sunday 14th sept 2008, Grandchildren to Sharon and Pete, Jay, Mick and Liz. Ella and Jaya will
now be joinging my 2 sisters in heaven, Donna and Tysanne and auntys angels Ben and Adam
I was told I had gone into early labour and had a cervical stitch put in to help keep them safe
untill the end, but my contractions got worse so was told i had to have it removed otherwise my
cervix would be ripped open and would be fatal. I was told there was nothing they could do and they
cannot survive.
Little did we know that morning God was going to call your names in life i loved you dearly, in
death I love you the same
All I could do is lay waiting knowing there future, they took two days to be born it was a
unbearable wait, i cant explain what it was like still feeling them move knowing they were going to
die, all i want to do is protect my babies i felt so useless.
I know that they did not want to leave me they held on so long to try to stay but they were just to
innocent and small for this world.
They was brought out to me holding hands, they were so beautiful, my first words were there so
beautiful, i cant believe there mine, I was so proud of them both and still am.
They were my daughters, my everything my future, my happiest memories il ever have was being
pregnant with these girls i had so many plans for us they were so loved.
They both had dark hair the cutest button noses and there daddys lips
When i first saw them i was so happy to see them and so proud they were mine they were sleeping
angels, so beautiful. They looked just like me and their Daddy!
When i held Ella her nose started running it was so sweet, i got really upset because they were both
so cold i just wanted to take care of them and keep them safe and warm.
I never got to say hello or even goodbye i miss them so much! They were taken so quickly from this
world!
No other words could describe them other than beautiful, so I had James Blunt-Your beautiful played
at the funeral it was a perfect song for my girls, it was such a nice service, I had Ella and Jaya
put together in their little white coffin, they were sent to heaven together, in all the scans they
were always touching each other, they were best friends from the start and will now be together
forever.
I have two children that I really love so
I am there mother yet nobody knows
I spent all those months feeling them grow
I've lived through it all and have nothing to show
I don't get invited to chat with young mothers
Because I don't have a baby like all of the others
The people I’ve known for so many years
They now avoid me, which adds to my tears
I don't know how long I'll be feeling like this
But one thing I know my baby’s I miss
When Mothers Day comes it will be very hard
I won't have any flowers, not even a card
And just because there not here with me
I still have two daughters I wish I could see
But one thing I know and this is for sure
I'll be Ella and Jaya’s mother for evermore
I have two little daughters, who mean the world to me
there living with the Angels and our as special as can be
And even though there up there, playing in the clouds
Ella and Jaya are still my precious daughters and I am so very proud!
There picture takes pride of place on my wall
Ready to be admired by all who come to call
I know I can not hold them both, or bounce them on my knee
But I only have to close my eyes, there little faces to see
I never will stop missing my baby’s and wishing they were here
But sometimes I feel, indeed I know that they’re both so very near
So play happily my little daughters, you will never be forgot.
I love you both so very much and always will, I miss you a lot .
I dont know what to do without you both your so perfect and beautiful your everything i dreamed you
would be, my heart is broken without you and no matter how hard i try it will never be fixed or
replaced, you are my little girls i love you so much so look after each other and watch down on
mummy and daddy untill we will be together, one sweet day, I wish I could have went with you both
and we could be together, why did they try to save me and not you?,
i have never felt love the way i have for you, i will never be the same whilst im not with you, i
think you took a part of my heart with you, im never going to be the same person again untill i can
see you and mend my broken heart. XXx
i have just been told that i cannot move you into a proper grave like i wanted because you do not
have any remains, so you are no where on this earth so i can never visit you!
i feel like you have been let down by everyone and especially by the great western hospital for all
the distress they caused me by the things they done to me.
i wanted a proper grave for you so i could visit you both as i never got the chance to after i left
hospital as i wasnt told i could so i will always feel guilty for that, now you are totally gone i
will never get the chance to make it up to you now, you both deserve alot better than you have been
treated im sorry.
I promise I will never let anyone forget you, I love you so much Ella and Jaya.
Thank you for showing me what true love is, i love you alll the way up to heaven.
Ella and Jaya I have now named you properly ella-cherry and jaya-summer just as i wanted to when i
was pregnant.
thank you for getting your little brother here safley i have named his middle name after you
(jaylen) hes beautiful i can see you in him too, i love seeing that glimmer of you both,
i will never let anyone forget you were here now i have charlie, you are my special first borns, my
little girlys mummy is so sad you are not herei will always miss you, please look after all the new
babys you meet in heaven untill that one sweet day we will rejoin and i can look after you just like
a mum is supposed to i love you so much
love mummy and charlie
Angels...with beautiful wings of silk and crowns of baby rosebuds...all live together in a castle...and when the angels want to go someplace they just whistle and a cloud floats to the castle door and picks them up. And the angels ride through the sky riding the cloud like a magic carpet, under the moon and through the stars, until they're right above us. Thats how they can look down and see if were all right and sometimes even send messages to us.
I said,
'God, I hurt.'
And God said,
'I know.'
I said,
'God, I cry a lot.'
And God said,
'That is why I gave you tears.'
I said,
'God, I am so depressed.'
And God said,
'That is why I gave you Sunshine.'
I said,
'God, life is so hard.'
And God said,
'That is why I gave you loved ones.'
I said,
'God, my loved one died.'
And God said,
'So did mine.'
I said,
'God, it is such a loss.'
And God said,
'I saw mine nailed to the cross.'
I said,
'God, but your loved one lives.'
And God said,
'So does yours.'
a message on mothers day
A kiss to you on mothers day
A hug from me to you
I know that you are sad sometimes
I know that you are blue
Please wipe away that tear
put on a happy face
For I'm with god in heaven now
Oh Mummy what a wonderful place
God gave me wings so i could fly
they are white with a hint of blue
I'm a big boy mummy, with these wings of mine
they carry me down to visit you
God is teaching me how to catch your prayers
prayers that come as wishes
your wish is the same everyday
a wish that i could have stayed
I have a prayer for you now mummy
i pray that you will hear
god needed me here with him
i have no pain or fear
For i am an Angel now you see
i watch over you each night and day
a little piece of heaven on earth
guiding you on your way
I come to tuck you in each night
as you wanted to do with me
i hear your prayers and kiss your cheek
then i watch you dream
before i leave and go back home
i look at you and sigh
and as i fly back to heaven
i sing you a lull-a-bye
A kiss to you on mothers day
a hug from me to you
i love you mummy, please don't cry
You'll get to hold me soon.
Does Anyone Know?
Does anyone know what today should be?
Anyone else or is it only me?
Does anyone know how great today would have been,
If you would have come now, instead of then.
It seems people forget; to them it is just another day.
But for me, I just can't think of it that way.
My heart aches and I can't stop the tears.
I keep on wishing that you were still here.
Others just don't understand why, today, I mourn.
Today is a special day; the day you should have been born
if you were born now instead of then id be seeing those beautiful eyes open instead of sleeping
if you were born now instead of then id be holding you both forever and not just for the last time.
if you were born now instead of then id be dressing you in your cutest pink outfits i brought, instead of the smallest outfit the hospital could find.
if you were born now instead of then id be getting new baby cards instead of sympathy cards
if you were born now instead of then id be the one getting the flowers instead of you.
if you were born now instead of then id be the one watching over you instead of you watching over me
Ella and Jaya if you were born now instead of then id be the happiest mummy because id have the most beautiful daughters that i could keep forever and not just one day. i miss you girls so much i wish it could be the other way.
XXx
Tiny Angel
Tiny Angel rest your wings
Sit with me for a while
How I long to hold your hand
and see your tender smile
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear...
That I will forget your face
Is my biggest fear
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why have you gone away?
You weren't here for very long...
Why is it you couldnt stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
'These things I do not know
but I do know that you love me,
and that I love you so'.
a pair of shoes
I am wearing a pair of shoes.
They are ugly shoes.
Uncomfortable shoes.
I hate my shoes.
Each day I wear them, and each day I wish I had another pair.
Some days my shoes hurt so bad that I do not think I can take another step.
Yet, I continue to wear them.
I get funny looks wearing these shoes.
They are looks of sympathy.
I can tell in others eyes that they are glad they are my shoes and not theirs.
They never talk about my shoes.
To learn how awful my shoes are might make them uncomfortable.
To truly understand these shoes you must walk in them.
But, once you put them on, you can never take them off.
I now realize that I am not the only one who wears these shoes.
There are many pairs in this world.
Some woman are like me and ache daily as they try and walk in them.
Some have learned how to walk in them so they don't hurt quite as much.
Some have worn the shoes so long that days will go by before they think about how much they hurt.
No woman deserves to wear these shoes.
Yet, because of these shoes I am a stronger woman.
These shoes have given me the strength to face anything.
They have made me who I am.
I will forever walk in the shoes of a woman who has lost a child
Thanks For The Message Tia. It Really Does Mean Alot To Me.
I Know Its So Hard When You Loose A Child, Harder When Its Twins. I Know The Pain You Are Going Thru And Theres Absolutly Nothing That Will Take That Pain Away. Its The Most Hurtful Feeling In The World. Waking Up Every Morning With Out Your Child And Not Being Able To Do A Thing About It. There Isnt A Day That Goes Past When I Dont Think About Kade. Laying Kade To Rest Was The Hardest Thing Ive Ever Done In My Entire Life, Watching His Little Blue Coffin Going Out Killed Me. It Has Only Just Hit Me After Christmas That My Kade Isnt Coming Back Home To His Mummy. Up Till Christmas I Was Still Believing That He Would Come Home.
If Youve Got MSN Add Me lana-m-longford@hotmail.com
Ella And Jaya Hope You Have Had A Nice Day Princess' .. Its Getting Dark Now So Snuggle Down, Blow Your Kisses To Mummy and Daddy And Watch Over Them Tonight. Kade Will Look After You To Darlings..
Night Night Love Lana xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Little Ella And Jaya..Two Beautiful Little Princess'.
Watch Over Mummy And Daddy And All Your Family, Keep Them Safe, They Love And Miss You So Much. My Little Kade Will Look After You Both Up There. Sleep Tight Tonight Babies.
All My Love Lana
xxxxxx
Memories Are Golden
They say memories are golden,
Well maybe that is true.
We never wanted memories
We only wanted you.
A million times we needed you;
A million times we cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death, we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place
No one could ever fill!
In tears I saw you sinking
I watched you fade away;
My heart was fully broken,
You fought so hard to stay
But When I saw you sleeping,
So peaceful, free from pain
I could not wish you back
To suffer that again.
A million times I needed you
One million times I cried;
If love could have saved you
You never would have died.
If I could only have one wish
One dream that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart
For yesterday and you
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